I love Saturday mornings, getting up early, making a cup of coffee and knowing I don't have to rush to go or do anything. Great feeling ,but I can get lost in the dreaming, reading, or researching of whatever pops into my head and nothing gets done. It is hard to fit it all in when you only have 2 days a week. So today I better "get to gettin" and accomplish something..
I have had to hire gardeners today to take care of what I once took care of myself. Very hard thing for me to do as I have always been a do it yourself kind of gal. Not easy for me to admit I need help, but I can't stand to see weeds and the wisteria is going wild. No one touches my roses though they are all mine.
So many changes lately, it's hard to keep up and adjust. I don't like to whine, but between fighting with the GD insurance company to pay for a PET scan, to pushing the doctors to fight for me and the treatment I insist on, it has been a rude awakening to say the least. I have never had to use my insurance much, but now when I do, it's maddening to me to realize the goal for them is to spend the least as possible. Well those AH's did not count on me because when I want something I don't give up.
I am a fighter and don't take no for an answer very well. I feel sorry for the people who don't have my strength or will to fight and just have to accept what they are told.
It is a sad commentary on what our society has become and the value of the almighty dollar has become more important than the people.
Well maybe just a little whining before I go...
My mother is 87 and still lives by herself, but very close to me. She has liver cancer and while she is very strong willed and determined like me, I fear the cancer and time are going to win the battle. Now it is hard for me to accept my situation, but so far, with the exception of some change to my vision in the right eye, not much has changed for me. You always think your parents will always be there for you and somehow are ageless. Yes I know, a delusional thought, but true, at least in my family.
To see my mom starting to fail is a hard reality for me. I know my life is going to change soon and I am going to need a lot of strength to get through this.
Well it's time to get to gettin...
Thanks for listening
Sherry
Saturday, June 28, 2014
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Welcome Summer
Yesterday was the first day of summer and it's hard to believe the year is nearly half over. Seems like the older you get the faster life flies by. In the blink of any eye I have arrived in my sixties and it feels like just yesterday I couldn't wait to be twenty one.
Sometimes I wonder if I had the chance, would I do anything differently. My first reaction is yes, definitely, but then when I think again my answer always changes to no. I think because I don't believe in regrets, except in the case that you hurt someone unintentionally. It does no good to regret the past as it makes you what you are today.
Summer is not my favorite season, only because I do not do well in hot weather but I love being able to open the doors and windows and keep them open until I go to bed at night. When the weather is in the low 80's it is perfect for afternoon BBQ's and trips to the beach. I love the way things feel different in summer. The warm heaviness that makes you dreamy and lazy. The caress of water on you skin when you go swimming. To feel the wind against your bare skin. Your senses are more alive in summer.
I found the lovely picture of the lanterns on Pintrest and it reminded me of summer nights. Lanterns make everything seem more magical, like a signal to the fairies and other creatures of the night to come out and play. Dining outside after dark with only candles and lanterns is my idea of heaven. With a cold glass of lemonade or wine, close your eyes, smell and feel the night. You can go anywhere your imagination takes you.
What is your favorite thing about summer?
Whatever it is I hope you enjoy.
Sherry
Sometimes I wonder if I had the chance, would I do anything differently. My first reaction is yes, definitely, but then when I think again my answer always changes to no. I think because I don't believe in regrets, except in the case that you hurt someone unintentionally. It does no good to regret the past as it makes you what you are today.
Summer is not my favorite season, only because I do not do well in hot weather but I love being able to open the doors and windows and keep them open until I go to bed at night. When the weather is in the low 80's it is perfect for afternoon BBQ's and trips to the beach. I love the way things feel different in summer. The warm heaviness that makes you dreamy and lazy. The caress of water on you skin when you go swimming. To feel the wind against your bare skin. Your senses are more alive in summer.
I found the lovely picture of the lanterns on Pintrest and it reminded me of summer nights. Lanterns make everything seem more magical, like a signal to the fairies and other creatures of the night to come out and play. Dining outside after dark with only candles and lanterns is my idea of heaven. With a cold glass of lemonade or wine, close your eyes, smell and feel the night. You can go anywhere your imagination takes you.
What is your favorite thing about summer?
Whatever it is I hope you enjoy.
Sherry
Saturday, June 14, 2014
Saturday;s Memories
Look at my new doo...isn't it pretty. I have a new stylist ladies and her name is Cielo.
She was so very kind to help me update my old look. Cielo, I thank you again my friend.
Saturday has come and almost gone. For those unfortunate souls amongst us that still rub elbows with the muggles five days a week, it is the sweetest day of the week. To wake up and know your entire day is yours for the planning, wasting or just dreaming, is one of my favorite feelings.
I spent the day washing and cleaning, not much fun, but since I had to let the maid, butler and chauffeur go, these duties are left to me. HA HA..this is where the dreaming starts. I know one sweet lady named Mona that loves to iron and to you I say here is my address, come to my house and I will keep you happy for hours...Ironing has never been a favorite pass time. In fact I will let you in on a secret. When I was just a baby in my twenties and married to a man who wore long sleeved dress shirts to work everyday, the only way I could get through that pile of shirts was with a little help from a friend at the time named Maryjane. I will tell you those shirts were perfect. Picture this, 1971, me sitting on the end of the bed, ironing board in front of me, TV going and me stoned, just happily ironing away.
Now some of you may be offended, disgusted, surprised that I would admit this, or maybe you can relate. Sorry but I was never one to say "but I never inhaled."
Well that's my two cents for today. Hope you are enjoying your weekend.
Sherry
She was so very kind to help me update my old look. Cielo, I thank you again my friend.
Saturday has come and almost gone. For those unfortunate souls amongst us that still rub elbows with the muggles five days a week, it is the sweetest day of the week. To wake up and know your entire day is yours for the planning, wasting or just dreaming, is one of my favorite feelings.
I spent the day washing and cleaning, not much fun, but since I had to let the maid, butler and chauffeur go, these duties are left to me. HA HA..this is where the dreaming starts. I know one sweet lady named Mona that loves to iron and to you I say here is my address, come to my house and I will keep you happy for hours...Ironing has never been a favorite pass time. In fact I will let you in on a secret. When I was just a baby in my twenties and married to a man who wore long sleeved dress shirts to work everyday, the only way I could get through that pile of shirts was with a little help from a friend at the time named Maryjane. I will tell you those shirts were perfect. Picture this, 1971, me sitting on the end of the bed, ironing board in front of me, TV going and me stoned, just happily ironing away.
Now some of you may be offended, disgusted, surprised that I would admit this, or maybe you can relate. Sorry but I was never one to say "but I never inhaled."
Well that's my two cents for today. Hope you are enjoying your weekend.
Sherry
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
You are all invited to the first picnic and tea party in fairyland.. as you can see the table is set and waiting for us. As sorts of interesting creatures have been invited and I think we will have a great time. Those naughty fairies are sure to come and share a trick or two with us and the elves and nymphs have will certainly make an appearance. They have such a sweet tooth and will be expecting cupcakes I'm sure.
The witches from the four kingdoms have RSVP'd via their messengers the crows, so a spell or two or three are guaranteed to add that special something to the celebration.
What are we celebrating you ask...well life of course. It's the gift we take for granted sometimes and as good a reason as any to make a party. Just of hint of what is to come. After a few cups of mead to loosen your tongues and allow you to speak freely, you will be asked to share what you would like to celebrate. Can be anything from a new pair of shoes to meeting the love of your lift, to loosing a few pounds. The reasons are endless and all valid. So join me dearies and bring your smiling beautiful selves.
Sherry
The witches from the four kingdoms have RSVP'd via their messengers the crows, so a spell or two or three are guaranteed to add that special something to the celebration.
What are we celebrating you ask...well life of course. It's the gift we take for granted sometimes and as good a reason as any to make a party. Just of hint of what is to come. After a few cups of mead to loosen your tongues and allow you to speak freely, you will be asked to share what you would like to celebrate. Can be anything from a new pair of shoes to meeting the love of your lift, to loosing a few pounds. The reasons are endless and all valid. So join me dearies and bring your smiling beautiful selves.
Sherry
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